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hmmm. a fairly boring sunday today... just stayed in and worked and procrastinated :) mainly did math, cause i totally epicfailed my test...so yeah. doing corrections now. hmmm what else? some pree funny stuff i found :D
that is totally me. hell yeah ;D
ain't it so cute? i was like AWWWWW when i saw it :D the drawings are so damn cute... hehe. today was a pretty 'cakey' day since i had heaps of cake. i had some cake which was left over from yesterday, and i had the amazingg chocolate ripple cake the boarding house serves once in a blue moon. man it was so sinful. mmmm -licks lips-
i don't usually do this but i reckon i'll have a lil rant here. so unless you want to read my rant, i suggest you stop here :) if you wanna read it, just highlight the space below this...cause i wrote my rant in invisible ink ;D
i hate it when people that you used to care about just change, and you don't end up talking anymore. you try and try to keep the conversation going, but they just dont care. they just reply you with those annoying replies, like 'lol' or 'haha' or they just plain ignore you. like seriously, just a few months ago, we talked every day, every night. am i just some disposable entertainment to you? i know im not the most amazing person to talk to, but i cared about you. but then you went and changed yourself into someone else...i'm not even sure if the person i knew back then was real or not.
also, i feel like im losing myself. i'm always trying to improve myself...am i just trying to be what im not? i can no longer see the line between being original and improving myself. i miss my old friends, i miss my old life. yet im loving this new life, these new friends, this new me. i feel like i'm a character out of a book, except the narrator decided the book was too boring, so he cut me out and threw me into this new world. ami supposed to retain my past, or just embrace the future? i have no idea what im doing right now, or who i am...is this really me? or is it just me trying to be what i'm not? i'm lost.
as you can see from that major blank above, that was a pretty long rant huh :) sorry, had to get that out of my system...not that anyone would read it anyway XD and man, ben showed me a picture of his brother's dog, ITS SO DAMN CUTE. im so jealous D:<
nawwwh benn love the photo :D nanisha: omgg so cute, its like a lil snowball! (LMAO)
also, i was kinda on an epic high today, and had the sudden urge to plant something when my fwends came back with a dandelion for me. no idea whether its gonna work, but i put some soil in this random pot, im gonna grow dandelions ;D
nanisha: they look like frog spawn
NO THEY ARE NOT FROGSPAAWN D:< they're dandelion seeds :)
trying to get a bigger forehead. so tied my hair up...yet my forehead feels so exposed without my fringe. don't you get that feeling? D: i dunno its probs cause im not used to it... i like the contrast on my camera :) i wish my eyes were normally that brown, but it looks a tad bit freaky xD
my hair is so long now :D wish my eyes were normally this brownnn!
hmmm according to nanisha, i look really different. i guess its just the contrast on my camera :O do i really look that different? nyways, back to math nerding.
asianshortiee xoxo
Labels: cute, food, made my day, procrastination, rant, weekend
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hmmm. a fairly boring sunday today... just stayed in and worked and procrastinated :) mainly did math, cause i totally epicfailed my test...so yeah. doing corrections now. hmmm what else? some pree funny stuff i found :D
that is totally me. hell yeah ;D
ain't it so cute? i was like AWWWWW when i saw it :D the drawings are so damn cute... hehe. today was a pretty 'cakey' day since i had heaps of cake. i had some cake which was left over from yesterday, and i had the amazingg chocolate ripple cake the boarding house serves once in a blue moon. man it was so sinful. mmmm -licks lips-
i don't usually do this but i reckon i'll have a lil rant here. so unless you want to read my rant, i suggest you stop here :) if you wanna read it, just highlight the space below this...cause i wrote my rant in invisible ink ;D
i hate it when people that you used to care about just change, and you don't end up talking anymore. you try and try to keep the conversation going, but they just dont care. they just reply you with those annoying replies, like 'lol' or 'haha' or they just plain ignore you. like seriously, just a few months ago, we talked every day, every night. am i just some disposable entertainment to you? i know im not the most amazing person to talk to, but i cared about you. but then you went and changed yourself into someone else...i'm not even sure if the person i knew back then was real or not.
also, i feel like im losing myself. i'm always trying to improve myself...am i just trying to be what im not? i can no longer see the line between being original and improving myself. i miss my old friends, i miss my old life. yet im loving this new life, these new friends, this new me. i feel like i'm a character out of a book, except the narrator decided the book was too boring, so he cut me out and threw me into this new world. ami supposed to retain my past, or just embrace the future? i have no idea what im doing right now, or who i am...is this really me? or is it just me trying to be what i'm not? i'm lost.
as you can see from that major blank above, that was a pretty long rant huh :) sorry, had to get that out of my system...not that anyone would read it anyway XD and man, ben showed me a picture of his brother's dog, ITS SO DAMN CUTE. im so jealous D:<
nawwwh benn love the photo :D nanisha: omgg so cute, its like a lil snowball! (LMAO)
also, i was kinda on an epic high today, and had the sudden urge to plant something when my fwends came back with a dandelion for me. no idea whether its gonna work, but i put some soil in this random pot, im gonna grow dandelions ;D
nanisha: they look like frog spawn
NO THEY ARE NOT FROGSPAAWN D:< they're dandelion seeds :)
trying to get a bigger forehead. so tied my hair up...yet my forehead feels so exposed without my fringe. don't you get that feeling? D: i dunno its probs cause im not used to it... i like the contrast on my camera :) i wish my eyes were normally that brown, but it looks a tad bit freaky xD
my hair is so long now :D wish my eyes were normally this brownnn!
hmmm according to nanisha, i look really different. i guess its just the contrast on my camera :O do i really look that different? nyways, back to math nerding.
asianshortiee xoxo
Labels: cute, food, made my day, procrastination, rant, weekend
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haii :]
as you know, i'm charmaine and i'm from hong kong (hk ftw!) but i go to all girls boarding school in melbourne. if you check my blog often,
you'll know that i'm a really bad blogger...this is my (enter large number here) th blog that i've tried to maintain...
the others kinda died because i never update or do anything, but i promise, i'll try my best to keep this one alive! :D
well i guess i'm doing this blog for fun, and for filling my time when i feel like procrastinating, like now.
i apologize if i don't post regularly, but if you feel like hearing something from me, just spam me or something :]
okay, enough blabbering. ummm here's a lil something about what i like :D
music
i kinda like a little bit of everything. i like listening to korean songs, japanese songs, chinese/canto songs and also english songs.
yeah i know i'm pretty weird since i like asian stuff and english stuff, but i guess thats just the way i am x]
but there's one thing that i don't like, and thats metal. (i call it screamo LOL) sorry for all you people out there who like it,
but let me just say im not a big fan of it, kay?
tv shows, movies, etc
i like to watch anime, asian dramas and english tv shows! as i have said before, yeah i'm like asian and white at the same time in terms of personality LOL
i've kinda stopped watching anime since i don't want to get addicted (which i have in the past), and same goes for asian dramas and english tv shows.
yeah i know, pretty sad, life without tv, but i never seem to find the time to drag myself up to sit in front of the tv in the games room.
i like watching uber sad stuff or uber funny stuff, and i really really like romance :] (yes, i'm still waiting for my knight in shining armour)
and when the movie is sad, i cry my eyes out. call me emo, but i like crying. i reckon it lets out all the stress, all the things that you can't tell people about.
it gives you an excuse to cry.
hobbies
stuff i like to do are:
- badminton
- basketball
- blogging
- drawing
- facebook
- guitar
- hanging out with friends
- music
- msn
- painting
- piano
- procrastinating
- sleeping
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name: c h a r m a i n e n g
gender: f e m a l e
age: f i f t e e n
birthplace: h o n g k o n g
sign: l e o / c a n c e r
current location: m e l b o u r n e
c u r r e n t l y . i n . l o v e
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je suis ib nerd.
